Assalamualaikum.

 

Assalamualaikum.

dear you.

this is my last day...my last time to see you here...i know that you didn't  know about this...everyday i see you...ur smiles...ur laugh...ur attitude...maybe we can be close friend...hee

i am afraid to talk to you...since u have ur partner...i dont know how to start it...maybe i'm juz to shy to ask...i need to wait...wait n wait till de hopes is coming...

i am sure that this is my decision.

yes.

i need to keep patience...and pray for Allah to listen all my hopes in deep of my heart. sometimes, the good ones come after the bad ones...

maybe we have a lot of tears before this...and now, let the sweetest smiles spread all over ur face...everyone have their own right to feel this happiness...but try not too excited...coz our lives is very short...sometimes, it gone...left us behind...

well, not too much...not too close...i will see you again...

please do remember me :)

take care.

Assalamualaikum.

terkilan? kenapa dan mengapa?

hari ni...last meeting kt tmpt prktikal...spt biase...kalo ade student yg nk abis prktikal...diorg akan bg sijil n cenderahati...and today...

nothing 4 me.

ade pepatah menyatakan...

" terkadang kita lupakan org, akibatnya kita pula akan dilupakan "

tak pernah dgr ek pepatah ni??? sbb aku main reka jer...tkpe lah..terimalah hakikat dgn hati yg terbuka...

yg penting aku nk g mintak sijil tamat prktikal...penting wooo...huhu

mungkin ni dah tertulis suratan hidupku...

mase mula2 aku masuk aritu pon...aku tak dipanggil utk perkenalkan diri kpd staff2...so tak heran la kan...aku nak abis ni pn tak di panggil2...hahaha....(gelak tp terkilan)

namun!

di sebalik hati yg terkilan ni....aku masih bole senyum :)

sbb somehow, somewhat, somewhere, somewhen, someone is still here...and i can see it...yeahh...so, letak ketepi rase terkilan tuh...masih ade rase bahagia di sini...

pagi2 layan lagu nasyid Unic.

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Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu

 

Assalamualaikum.

ape khabar hati? moga sentiase sihat n ceria selalu.

dalam sedar xsedar...lg sminggu utk aku abiskan prktikal kt usm nih...dulu rse cam lame...tp bile nk abis nih....cpt tol mase berlalu...dah mggu akhir...

emm...bnyk impian yg di rancang...banyak harapan yg disandarkan...tp semuanya atas ketentuanNya...moga2 aku mampu hadapi....terkadang, bile ade mslh...aku lebih suke lari n menyendiri...aku taw cara aku ni xbetol....sepaptutnya kene berdepan dgn masalah...

kwn aku penah ckp...

" kalau xde masalah kt dalam dunia nih, bukn kehidupn namanya..."

benar, masalah salu ade...bergantung pd kita utk cari jln selesai...haihh...kdg2 aku bingung dgn diri aku...ntah ape yg aku lakukan...nk mengeluh, tp xelok kan....apepon aku sampaikan hajat aku kt Allah, ia Dia dgr masalah ku...moga2 aku dpt temui jln yg sebenar....

ok...berbalik pd tajuk post kali nih....seminggu terakhir...keadaan masih sunyi sepi...masing2 dgn keje sendiri...2 boys....5 girls....yg member laki sorg tu dia salu kene wt keje kt luar...so mmg xlekat kt bilik la...tggl aku laki sorg2....nk bertegur sapa malu lak...nmpk sume cm bz....tegur kdg2 jela....malu sbnrnya....haha...

mggu lepas...ade yg bru masuk...dua2 perempuan...alahai...mmg sopan sgt2...aku nk tegur lg la malu....tggu diorang nk tegur lg la x jwbnya....hehe...diorang kt blkg aku jer...sempat gk la kdg2 aku pusing2 kepala senyum kt diorang....jap je sehari....abis cam tu jer...keje aku kt cni dah settle...so mmg aku xde keje nak buat...tgk cite...dgr lagu...isi2 borang...

walaupun tempoh praktikal dah hampir tamat....tp aku rase xpe kalo nk tmbh lg sbulan...ade bnyk sebabnya....

abis praktikal nih, aku xde keje lg....kene cari keje cpt2...ntah cmne mase depan aku nih...so, kalo tmbh lg sbulan mse praktikal aku ni xpe kot...haha...baru aku taw, susahnya cari keje...apepon, moga Allah permudahkan segala urusanku...

sebab2 laen...

err.....errr..............................errmmmm........................

sbb kamu! ya, kamu...nati dah abis praktikal nih, xdpt dah jumpe kamu...tiap pertemuan pasti ade perpisahan....

moga perpisahan ini akan bertemu kembali...

Assalamualaikum.

salam terakhir...

pernah dgr lagu nih???

kalo korang knl Allahyarham Sudirman...mesti taw lagu nih kan...

emm kalo mlm2 aku suka dgr lagu nih...

bila dgr lirik dia...penuh makna...

cube korang faham ape yg ingin di nyatakan...

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Pada teman yang ku kenang
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Mengucap salam terakhir kepada mu
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Melahirkan kerinduan terhadapmu

Demi sebuah kenyataan
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Aku yang tidak berdaya
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Salam akhir
Salam yang teristimewa
KepadaNya ku memohon keampunan
MelaluiNya ku beri kemaafan
Kepadamu

Andainya aku punya waktu
Masih ku ingin mengulangi semula
Saat indah bersama mu
Sayang tak berkesempatan
Abadikan saja salam ku di ingatan

Salam ku yang terakhir

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maafkan ku.

Assalamualaikum.

Assalamualaikum.

what a windy day today...the air just feeling so warmly...like it touch my body slowly and full of loves from HIM...thank you Allah for giving me this change...i know that i am too far away from YOU...too many sins i have done...even I feel shame on me...

Oo Allah,

please forgive me...

as times pass away, my times will also get close to be end...i hope that I can live with full of barakah, got success in this life and hereafter. well, I dont know when the times is coming...maybe so soon...and I'm gone...

For what I got till today...Alhamdulillah.

For what I made the mistakes...Astagfirullah.

For what I believe on your miracles...Subhanallah.

sometimes, i think on myself...what I live for...and when I got stuck in this life...I started to leave YOU...far away from YOU...I was rarely to read the Quran...I'm late for doing Solat...

Oo Allah,

Most Merciful and Most Forgiveness...

i do believe, if one day I got to change a lot...not even my behavior, but also change in my mind...there are too many person I faced...different person have different style of thinking...but, take the positive way...dont ever take the negative one...or else, you will become weak, and worse...

love?

it is wonderful...right?

every person must have this feeling...and I'm the one of them...i want to express this feeling...but I'm afraid that I cant do the best way...yeah, thats true...when you want to become a good person, Allah will sent you the good person to accompany and be with you...to go on our lives...

and now, I'm falling in love with someone...how can I tell her...coz we dont know each other...but, love after marriage is much more better...yes...that is what I had dream for...but, always remember...if we love someone, we need to accept the fact...that he/she will leave us one day...no matter what happen...believe for Allah, for always know what is the best for us...

dear heart,

i love you...not because who I am...it because who you are...

your attitude...your smiles...

its explain some of yourself...I know, hard to believe what is going on...but truly this is my feeling that I had kept on my heart...

I wonder, when the times is coming...so soon...I will see you...talk with you...as a name of wife...my rest of life...sometimes, I think about myself...I'm not too good...not too smart...but I will try my best...ask from Allah...i dont want to become just like what I am before...I was in the dark...I want to see the light...to brighten my day...and feeling closer with YOU...

insyaAllah,

never lose hope...my I found my destiny...and I want to be with you...show me the way...lets 'doa'...

"...Oo Allah, if I am falling in love, please keep me strong to fight this feeling...I hope it will be the best for me...if she is mine...get my heart close with her...and if not, show me the best way for us...may we have barakah for this ukhuwwah..."

I try to be good, coz I want to have good persons in my life...

Wassalam.