Assalamualaikum.

Good morning...well...it's 12.30 a.m...before i go to sleep...juz wanna write something about tomorrow...wait...not tomorrow, but TODAY!!! my first paper for my last sem. it will be started for juz only 14 hours from now on. feeling so nervous, anxious, dizzy, worry....hope that that everything will gonna be OK. actually, for the past sem...i'm always have someone that gives me courage...advising me...mad with me if i'm not study...but now...all those feeling...and exciting....juz leaving me with tears...shes gone...leaving me alone. how sad...but i'll keep de promise...i'll end my study...try my best to finish it till de end...i wanna get my bachelor soon...insyaAllah. now on, this year...i'm 24 years old....not a kid anymore...not a boy...not a teenage anymore...i'm now a MAN....full of hopes and dreams...to have my bright future...although i juz stand alone with myself...but i know, i still have my family, my friends, and my cats to be my strength. i love all of u soo much. i'll try my best. dear s.u.s...i can't stop loving u...although u didn't luv me for a second, but it's OK. pray for me yaa...nite everyone..with loves and smiles of tears.

your heart,

hati ku terusik

Ya ALLAH...give me a million of strength...a never ending 'DOA' for thanks to YOU...